what's in the middle

Currently missing Syan like crazy. I wish she was around more instead of having to be in Australia all the time. I miss having meatball stew while I make sick sex jokes about her brother. Eating pizza and watching Saw and how I would complain all night about how badly I needed a cigarette when I would stay over at her place. 

I miss being with Hyzel and Syiq day in day out. I miss our random adventures that were never planned and how we always ended up doing the stupidest things you could think of. I miss catching Hyzel stealing things. Wtf. I miss spending heaps of time with Syiq especially. I miss Anis too. I miss it being the four of us. I miss having dinner with Anis and going to Changkat with him. Watching him and his friends get shitfaced. 

I miss Vinka. I miss being at her house in Bukit Damansara. I miss going to flee markets with her and just talking to her about anything under the sun. I miss mocking her indonesian accent. Sialan loh. I actually miss how she smells. Wtf. Vinka always smells good T_T.

I miss being at the Ganesh’s apartment every other day. I miss getting drunk on Mondays to kill the Monday Blues. I miss talking shit and our once in a blue moon serious chats. I miss disgusting the fuck out of Ganesh.

I miss Syafiq. I miss seeing him everyday without a worry in the world. I miss just driving around in his orange car. I miss the times he used to take me driving around Shah Alam. I miss him bribing me with his mom’s food so I would follow him to futsal. I really miss singing Soft Shock in the car with him. My god I really miss Syafiq.

Yeah Leanne you aren’t sick or dying. So why don’t you just make time for these people? They are all still around. 

Fuck you Monash. Fuck you.