what's in the middle

For as long as I can remember I’ve been fine. Shit has gone down but somehow rather I’ve always been fine. Fine could just be my middle name. Yes, I’m fine.

Learning to let people in sometimes can be shit. It can bring out the baby you in the strongest of people. I just guess that, we tend to forget that people leave. More often than we’d like. But it just is the way it is, the world is still going to keep on rolling.

This time it’s all on me and it’s all my fault. I didn’t just lose someone in my life, I also lost a friend. I’ve been pushing and pushing and now I feel like everything we’ve built is gone. And I just can’t help but feel like I fucked it all up.

The trick is to remember that for every person that doesn’t need you in their life, you probably don’t need either. Just like everything that has come and gone, this too shall pass.