what's in the middle

I think despite how much i procrastinate about studying, I secretly love it.

I kind of just like doing what I’ve been doing. Going to uni, coming home/staying back to finish my work and spending time with the people who matter most to me.

No drama, no having to go out and see people you don’t wanna see, no meeting new people, no Changkat T_T

I’m just fine with the people in my life right now. 

Would be nice to have someone to be boring with me but these past few days felt like my old days and it feels not too bad hey. Not caring takes a lot off. 

Past few months I have been looking forward towards the holiday and now there is nothing to look forward to and instead I find myself dreading it becos not only do I have no plans (besides going to Perth), it also means I won’t have a routine/a reason to wake up early. Means I’m going to be a lazy cow who will refuse to come out of the house so everyone I am sorry if I don’t come out at all like my last sem break.

I know I know, my last post I said I am going to be fun and do things. But really I cbf at all